As I said in my previous post, I am not here to reminiscence about the past. If you want to know what I've been up to between approximately 2009-2012 you won't need to read all the posts I'd written then, because I gathered them and I hope soon I'll have them nice and cozy in a book.

I am here now because, as it did then, I feel I need the words to help me. Because, in a sense, things didn't change. I am still alone here. The difference is now I am used to it to this loneliness, I accepted it as a part of myself... 

A lot of things have happened between 2012 and the present day...For one, my daughter is all grown up now, almost 20 years old !!! My son left Israel some years ago and we don't really keep in touch. It breaks my heart over and over again, but I can't do anything about it, just pray that someday he'll find what he is looking for...

My marriage is still holding on, my husband is now retired. Unfortunately, he has a chronic condition that returns every five or so years since 2013 so we had our good times and our not so good ones. Covid, ah, Covid was a bad bad one, it hook its claws into my husband and we almost lost him. Fortunately, God and a very good doctor and an experimental treatment brought him back from the brink of the precipice.

That is, in short, about my family.

About me...well, you'll have to come back because in my next post I am going to tell you all about it. Well, not "all" all, but some.