Friday, April 16, 2010

Oh, Susana!

This morning, while putting away the shopping, I found myself singing. Not humming or murmuring, actually singing from the bottom of my lungs "Oh, Susana".

I have to say, I surprised myself...I has been a while since I sang anything...it has been a while since a laughed wholeheartedly, since I invented a bed-time story for Maya, since I used make-up. It had been a difficult year, when Maya got sick all the frustration and unhappiness that I burried deep into my soul sprang out, with the force of a volcano. I had to put a great efort into containing it, trying to deal with it...I was really afraid I'd fall again into the black pits of depresssion.

But here I am, and summer is almost here and I am looking forward to or trip to Romania and, most important, I write again! After a break of more than 10 years, I write like there is no tomorow...And speaking of tomorrow, I have no idea what the next day will bring, but I am going to enjoy a bit the "today" and maybe sing a bit...What do you say?

"Oh Susanaaaaaaaa..."

Have a great TODAY!

2 comments:

Acting Balanced Mom said...

glad you are feeling better! have a wonderful weekend!

Beth said...

I love this song. Can you tell me how to put a video on blogger? I found one about Winter turning into Spring which I really want to put on Acorn Pies. love, Beth