Mish Mash

I couldn't resist the beauty of this sunset, as seen from our living room window...These are moments when I feel that life is worth living...

Well, today was a strange day...Don't ask me why, it just was. A day when everything flew normally, a day that didn't upset me as much as other days usually do. I am pretty much alone here, in Israel, but today I felt that my loneliness wasn't as heavy as usual. Maybe I started being confortable with myself? Maybe I'm finally growing up?

Anyway, my dreamcatcher doesn't work properly. It is supposed to catch the bad dreams, right? Before they enter my head, I mean. Last night I had an awful nightmare.I dreamt I was melting. You know, like ice in the sun, like sugar in water...The dream was so vivid, I remember that I actually felt my feet melting, like they were, I don't know, something that melts in water (poor comparison, I know, but nothing pops in my head right now). I wake up horrified and boy, was I happy it was just a dream or not... I bought a dreamcather sometime ago and I think it is faulty. First of all, the circle with the weaving is not vertical, as it has to be, but horizontal. When I saw it I thought it is strange, but it was pretty (woman thinking here, sorry), so I bought it anyway.I have to check the internet and buy a proper one. Untill then, I'll have to think about nice things before I go to bed. No more vampires and stuff like that.

Edit: I googled dreamcathers, and besides the vertical thing, they also have a hole in the middle of the weaving thingy. Mine doesn't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmm...

Check it here, for example:

http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/Village/3937/dreamcatcheri.htm

or here:

https://dreamcatcher.com/Dream-Catcher-Legend.php

Well, that's it then. A new dreamcather is. And I'll tell you if my nightmares return.

I have to go to bed, it is late and tomorrow it is Cleaning day (is it Thursday already?) and I also have to go to the dentist. Again.

Night-night, whoever you are...